Why am I crying ?

Well......I'm sad and hurt. My friend won't talk to me, she hasn't reply for months, I'm worried about her and it feels like she's ignoring me. I'm also worried about her believing those bad things that other people said about me were true which I know they aren't and I might have lost another friend because of that.
I don't like...no I HATE losing friends and family members, it hurts very badly and it makes me want to cry. It also hurts more when I'm sick and alone.....I don't know what it is I did to make her act like this....but I hope she can forgive me. As I made this I also started to cry so suddenly and I said to myself "Why am I crying? I'm suppose to stay strong..."

That's all I have to say now.

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